Your Living Nightmare - Reconsider supporting her.

If you have played on the MSP USA server, it's likely you've heard of "Scream Team" - girls and boys dressed in preppy, bright outfits with pseudo-goth content. With the green zombie skin, the glowing red demon eyes and the 'scary' face item, it's hard to take them seriously unless you're younger than 10 years old. I didn't have a problem with them until recently this year. When I still had Carnival, we attempted to collab with ST. I had 500 members at the time, and due to this, was seen as 'worth the time' ... But immediately after I deleted my team due to personal issues, she stopped responding. She didn't act as a friend to me. That's not really important, though. She essentially dropped me as SOON as I lost 'value'.  There are multiple key points of her personality that you will easily see if you choose to look at things objectively - She blocks people she disagrees with -

(Courtesy of @vinnyvile on Twitter)

- as shown above. Do you truly want a leader that blocks people they disagree with? Another thing - she is incredibly full of herself. She exposes at least one person a month. She's ruined the MSP careers of people that hardly did something so bad to deserve it. She practically encourages her supporters to attack critics and "haters." There is just so much about her that makes me confused as to why she's such a hot shot. For one, she's a jerk. For two, she's hardly original. You want someone that shoots down new content creators?  That encourages people to stay followers and stay in line? I doubt it. I've been walking on eggshells around her for months now, and i've had it. I'm not the only one. But anyhow, her grade is an F. F for Fuck You. 

What's up.

Aight. so I said I was gonna quit. It's likely. But not 100%. See, I still got beef with TP. Yes, the self-righteous, irritating, spray-tan-cheeto colored pieces of shit we all call "team pump," named after the shit-stain herself. Now, those of you who have no idea who I am, let's go over the facts.

1.) Pumpchkin is the leader of this god-forsaken team.
2.) Others include: Vivi Giovanni, Cutestuff., Kylie_Kardash, Donnie C, Riley@Sahs,  SnuggleMuffins, Skrilla, etc.
3.) Their entire thing is "Defending" which is really just bullying but called something else. They can't understand the fucking defnintion of either.
4.) Most of their fanbase ranges from ages 1-9.
5.) They look like carrots. All of them. (Their skin is so orange, sometimes I mistake them for donald trump minions.)
6.) Every time I speak out against these people, everyone calls me a liar. I'M NOT. I'VE BEEN HERE FOR FIVE YEARS. GODDAMNIT.
7.) I LOATHE them. If it was not obvious.

Okay?

So, I WOULD outline my goals and strategies for fighting them, but that's just TOO obvious. Haaha, righttt? ...

CARNIVAL's Three Year Anniversary

In october of 2013, I created Marching Band, which was revamped into the team we know today on August 6th, 2016. I was stabbed in the back by a friend that I led a team with. She's locked out, or quit, but either way i'm glad she's gone. She was toxic and abusive. We wouldn't have gotten anywhere the way she ran our team. It was because of her - her flawed leadership, her failure as a friend, and her choice to kick me out of a team I created with her - that led to the ultimate creation of Carnival. I was a low level, with very few connections and hardly any fans. But we pulled through. We did it. With the help of Blondie, Jay, Rose, Tori, Moe, Emo CB, and many others - we managed 60, 70, 100, 200 loves sometimes. And in a time when the top art books rarely got 1000 loves. We were small, and I had declared war on Team Pump, and I was just some regular nobody trying to make a team. But we rose up. It's because of the dedication, the hard work, and the kindness of my team members that got us this far. No matter how many quitting scares, or how many teams denounced and discredited us. So i'm happy to say, it's our third year at this, and you've all done a fantastic job. Thank you. Enjoy October, my friends - This month there will be lots of events. For starters, from October 1st to October 7th, it's appreciation week. During this week, I encourage art books appreciating people in our MSP lives. Significant others (Boyfriends, Girlfriends, etc.), Leaders, BFFs, Friends, Supporters, etc. I will post more about the events soon. At the end of the month, I will be doing a contest for a whole wish list. You heard me - someone will win their ENTIRE wish list. No matter how expensive. Also, a LUCKY PERSON will be PROMOTED to Co-Captain AND be promoted to MODERATOR in my chat room. ( xat.com/kckblog )
That is all for now, and I hope you all enjoy the festivities!

Good Morning!

Today you're in for a treat: a LECTURE. But not just *any* lecture, 'cause I have a song in mind... You know, like I do on MSP, always gotta have music, eh? But anyhow, let's get right into it... Lol I forgot how to add this stuff. Give me a minute...

Alright. Suitable.
So here's what's pissing me off today; when people blow shit way, WAY out of proportion, when in reality it's something so (* excuse my french *) F***IN' PETTY. We all get into petty things, and there's a lot of things that are really small and unimportant that people won't shut up about. I love my friends. I do. And I love helping people with their issues. But when people just blast their problems to the world, especially something that is between TWO people or THREE, it just gets me irritated. Of course i'll help, it just pisses me off. God, it's so nice to actually speak my mind without worrying about being reported by 7 year olds because 1.) I don't dress preppy 2.) I speak with strong language and 3.) THE SONG IS "TOO VIOLENT" ... Well, i'll cover THAT issue soon. Oh, lol, I can bold stuff here. I'm just SO USED to capitalizing words on MSP because they CAN'T BOTHER to add a bold module. Okay, got that off my chest. Ttyl, clowns. ;)

Outfit Tutorial 1

So, this is my FIRST outfit tutorial. Here I will be showing you the steps I use when I make my outfits, and at the end you will see a outfit that you can buy from me very soon!

Step 1: Strip

Seriously. Do it. Keep tattoos and stuff on if you want. Also, i'm showing you my full screen to assure you that yes, this is actually me, and that yes, im broke as can be. NEEEXT!

Step 2: Aquire Hair

I'm going for a hipster-aesthetic-next-door-neighboor-girl look here.

That hair looks so good with my face. Mmm.

Step 3: Aquire a shirt

Unfortunately, it is not socially acceptable for me to be running around with my shirt off, so I just had to get a shirt. God, what a bunch of control-freaks... won't let me go topless... Savages.

Step 4: Aquire pants

Pants are so important. Especially unicorn pants. Now I can show my love for unicorns... Oh, sweet unicorns!

Step 5: Aquire Shoes

Shoes really complete the outfit, and they prevent me from getting rocks and glass in my feet. Do you know how painful that is? DO YOU?

Step 6: Finalizing the look

Now, some people would stop at shoes - but not me. A TRUE fashonista knows that accesories are necessary to truly complete an outfit and turn it into a masterpiece.

Drum-roll, please...

Hello, GORGEUS! I only added a scarf, barette, and blush - minimalistic works if you know how to do it. And the total cost is 3,350 star coins, which is not a lot and not a litte - the usual cost I expect from a look. It's Non-VIP and I will make it a look soon, as soon as I can afford it. Please buy the look from me, as I am the one who has created it. Thanks. That's all for now, expect another post soon!

I'm BACK!

Hey babes! After the long and hard TWO YEAR wait, I'm finally back. No wonder I forgot my stupid account name. Who even uses "Le" anymore? That's not even common in the random-emo part of the internet. I think. God, it's been so long since i've actually been "emo." Anyways. Lots of stuff changed since I last blogged here. For one, my team is no longer called Marching Band - It's called CARNIVAL. Two, my team almost has 500 members, and three, I'm best friends with ItzJerz. You heard me right - Jerseyhotmess herself, is, my BFF. Of course, that's because I love her as a friend, a leader, and more than I love whipped cream. I adore whipped cream. I'm glad to say that I can soothe my soul with the knowledge that those cringeworthy posts I made in 2014 are now not the focal point of this blog. Yes, I have good grammar and a large vocabulary - All those art books weren't just me blowing off steam. I've improved quite a bit. I hope to make a few tutorials, in regards to movies, art books, looks, whatever. So, welcome back to my blog. Let's get this rolling!

Sorry bout' that

Okay, so I know I haven't posted lately. Sorry about that, i've been kinda busy, i'm not sure if i'll post much anymore. I might, but it kinda depends on if I feel like it or not.

New outfits!

I've decided to create more original and creative looks from now on. I want to stand out from the rest. Also, i've changed my face - The lips have changed, and my eyes are a little darker, though maybe not everyone noticed. I look more similar to pickles now. :)

To >3mily< ... From Kat.

>3mily<: "Hey guess what? Actually you wouldn't be ahead of me if I hadn't lost VIP. So don't act like such a hot shot. Stop bragging around and saying you're four levels ahead of me, it's not like you've accomplished anything in your life. So stop."


>3mily<: "When did I ever mention being friends? I hated you all along but I had to go with it for Greer. Oh and also, you should see our conversations together (Greer and I)We talk a lot about how much we cannot stand you and how immature you are :) I hope you have an AWFUL birthday. You don't deserve anything anyways. Please cry and get over it. Ps: I'll pass you again one day. Just wait."

  Emily. Hey...

Remember when I made THIS art book?

Yeah, I made that because YOU were self-harming! Because I was worried for you, BECAUSE I CARED! Even if we're not friends it still bothers me that you self-harm. I hurt myself many times because I was DEVASTATED after we first stopped being friends. I was barely holding on. You act like you don't hurt too. You act so f**king heartless sometimes, Emily! And that's why I can't let myself be emotional around you, I can't let myself feel too much because I can't bear how you make me feel inside, Emily. You act so tough and so mature but you're just a kid! You're a kid just like me, actually you're YOUNGER than me. I know i'm a little immature! BIG F**KING DEAL! AT LEAST I'M KIND! AT LEAST I CAN LOVE! AT LEAST I'M NOT SOME HEARTLESS JERK,OKAY?!! BEING IMMATURE & KIND IS BETTER THAN BEING MATURE & HEARTLESS AS F**K! 
>_<,,

The creation of MSP Marching Band

What some of my fans may not know is that I used to lead a team with two of my friends, >3mily< and Settiecake. Our team was called "Seekers" 

Settiecake had to leave MSP, so it became just >3mily< and I leading.

And then, >3mily< and I fought. We had fought before, but this was the fight that really tore our Team apart. I was so afraid that she'd kick me out, I didn't wanna be dishonored - So I made an art book & resigned... unfortunately, she didn't let me go peacefully; she responded. I broke down. I tried to fight her, sometimes I tried to make up with her- but no luck. I was desperate. I knew I had to do something; I was rapidly losing fans and did not want to be forgotten. So I made the Marching Band.

This was the start of my comeback. After several art books, I had a HUGE SUCCESS!

This art book got over 400 loves, and porters (including Vivi Giovanni herself & sambg) attacked my wall. I got much love & attention - When I made this art book, I was VERY upset with team pump and wanted to get the truth, as well as my opinions, out! So I did. This is one of my comebacks.

I made this video, also.
Now, I am 4 levels higher than >3mily<, and we've actually made up =) So no need to send her any hate, this is all old news. I'm not a failure. I'm not a quitter. I've bounced back. Here's to my friends that are stuck and are losing fame: Bounce back. Do whatever you can to stay alive. I know it hurts. It hurt for me, too... I had emotional breakdowns almost every day when I was trying to make my comeback.  Do your best, man.

(This is one of my oldest art books, back from about May-something from 2013)

Tip for art books =)

One of the greatest wonders of the younger generation of moviestars: How the heck do we get those big colored lines in our art books?!

Well i'm gonna tell you how! :)

 What you do is go into the item shop & search for this item. I've boxed in the section where you find the shelf. This is what I normally use!

And here is an example of how adding a shelf makes the art book look better. You can arrange the shelves however you like, and your art book will still look pretty good, even if the shelves are a bit crooked!

Enjoy!

Shoutout to Pickles ♥

This is my good friend, Pickles. Her first account was 0pickles1, at that time we weren't close, but I know she deleted herself because of bullying/drama etc.

We became best friends when she made a new account, Hallieluvsyou<3 (close enough...) but then that got deleted and I still don't get why -_- And now her username is ! !Pickles! !. She's a big fan of me. xD We're best friends, too.

Her and a couple other of our friends he created a collab account to help share art books about creating more peace and serving justice... But let's save talking about that for another time, alright? 

At first, I felt really insecure around her, cause' back then on her first account, she was like level 20 and I was level 14... and some of you probably know how anxious and insecure I get around higher levels.

But when she deleted her account, alot of the barriers between us disapeered. I thought she was cool before, & getting closer to her proved me right. But also, not really; she's a bit awkward. xD I am too. I consider alot of my friends as "awkward" or maybe a better word is "clumsy"? Idk. But I think it's cute. She's a fighter, alright. =) Her art books need a little work with the grammar, but aside from that I think she really deserves a bit more attention. I mean, come on - I don't want her to just feel like a side-kick... Well, being a side-kick is okay, but I want her to give some love too ;)  It ain't all about me.

Porters Attack!

Porters Attack!

Porters once again attack my wall; though this is not the second or even the third time. I've lost count of how many times this has happened. 

... 

As you can see, some Porters are pretty bad.

Uh-uh. You guys ain't against bullying... What a load of shit!

Hello!

Hey guys! I decided to make a blog. Now, my fans from MSP would probably wonder WHY, cause'
I already make tons and tons of art books - Well... there's just some things I can't say on MSP :( And twitter & youtube aren't the easiest for me to post what I want to on. So i'll be posting some stuff here. :)