Thursday, March 20, 2014

New outfits!

I've decided to create more original and creative looks from now on. I want to stand out from the rest. Also, i've changed my face - The lips have changed, and my eyes are a little darker, though maybe not everyone noticed. I look more similar to pickles now. :)

Tuesday, March 18, 2014

To >3mily< ... From Kat.



>3mily<: "Hey guess what? Actually you wouldn't be ahead of me if I hadn't lost VIP. So don't act like such a hot shot. Stop bragging around and saying you're four levels ahead of me, it's not like you've accomplished anything in your life. So stop."


>3mily<: "When did I ever mention being friends? I hated you all along but I had to go with it for Greer. Oh and also, you should see our conversations together (Greer and I)We talk a lot about how much we cannot stand you and how immature you are :) I hope you have an AWFUL birthday. You don't deserve anything anyways. Please cry and get over it. Ps: I'll pass you again one day. Just wait."

  Emily. Hey...

Remember when I made THIS art book?
Yeah, I made that because YOU were self-harming! Because I was worried for you, BECAUSE I CARED! Even if we're not friends it still bothers me that you self-harm. I hurt myself many times because I was DEVASTATED after we first stopped being friends. I was barely holding on. You act like you don't hurt too. You act so f**king heartless sometimes, Emily! And that's why I can't let myself be emotional around you, I can't let myself feel too much because I can't bear how you make me feel inside, Emily. You act so tough and so mature but you're just a kid! You're a kid just like me, actually you're YOUNGER than me. I know i'm a little immature! BIG F**KING DEAL! AT LEAST I'M KIND! AT LEAST I CAN LOVE! AT LEAST I'M NOT SOME HEARTLESS JERK,OKAY?!! BEING IMMATURE & KIND IS BETTER THAN BEING MATURE & HEARTLESS AS F**K! 
>_<,,

Wednesday, March 12, 2014

The creation of MSP Marching Band

What some of my fans may not know is that I used to lead a team with two of my friends, >3mily< and Settiecake. Our team was called "Seekers" 

Settiecake had to leave MSP, so it became just >3mily< and I leading.

And then, >3mily< and I fought. We had fought before, but this was the fight that really tore our Team apart. I was so afraid that she'd kick me out, I didn't wanna be dishonored - So I made an art book & resigned... unfortunately, she didn't let me go peacefully; she responded. I broke down. I tried to fight her, sometimes I tried to make up with her- but no luck. I was desperate. I knew I had to do something; I was rapidly losing fans and did not want to be forgotten. So I made the Marching Band.
This was the start of my comeback. After several art books, I had a HUGE SUCCESS!
This art book got over 400 loves, and porters (including Vivi Giovanni herself & sambg) attacked my wall. I got much love & attention - When I made this art book, I was VERY upset with team pump and wanted to get the truth, as well as my opinions, out! So I did. This is one of my comebacks.
I made this video, also.
Now, I am 4 levels higher than >3mily<, and we've actually made up =) So no need to send her any hate, this is all old news. I'm not a failure. I'm not a quitter. I've bounced back. Here's to my friends that are stuck and are losing fame: Bounce back. Do whatever you can to stay alive. I know it hurts. It hurt for me, too... I had emotional breakdowns almost every day when I was trying to make my comeback.  Do your best, man.
(This is one of my oldest art books, back from about May-something from 2013)

Tip for art books =)


One of the greatest wonders of the younger generation of moviestars: How the heck do we get those big colored lines in our art books?!

Well i'm gonna tell you how! :)
 What you do is go into the item shop & search for this item. I've boxed in the section where you find the shelf. This is what I normally use!

And here is an example of how adding a shelf makes the art book look better. You can arrange the shelves however you like, and your art book will still look pretty good, even if the shelves are a bit crooked!

Enjoy!

Shoutout to Pickles ♥

This is my good friend, Pickles. Her first account was 0pickles1, at that time we weren't close, but I know she deleted herself because of bullying/drama etc.

We became best friends when she made a new account, Hallieluvsyou<3 (close enough...) but then that got deleted and I still don't get why -_- And now her username is ! !Pickles! !. She's a big fan of me. xD We're best friends, too.
Her and a couple other of our friends he created a collab account to help share art books about creating more peace and serving justice... But let's save talking about that for another time, alright? 

At first, I felt really insecure around her, cause' back then on her first account, she was like level 20 and I was level 14... and some of you probably know how anxious and insecure I get around higher levels.

But when she deleted her account, alot of the barriers between us disapeered. I thought she was cool before, & getting closer to her proved me right. But also, not really; she's a bit awkward. xD I am too. I consider alot of my friends as "awkward" or maybe a better word is "clumsy"? Idk. But I think it's cute. She's a fighter, alright. =) Her art books need a little work with the grammar, but aside from that I think she really deserves a bit more attention. I mean, come on - I don't want her to just feel like a side-kick... Well, being a side-kick is okay, but I want her to give some love too ;)  It ain't all about me.