I'm BACK!

Hey babes! After the long and hard TWO YEAR wait, I'm finally back. No wonder I forgot my stupid account name. Who even uses "Le" anymore? That's not even common in the random-emo part of the internet. I think. God, it's been so long since i've actually been "emo." Anyways. Lots of stuff changed since I last blogged here. For one, my team is no longer called Marching Band - It's called CARNIVAL. Two, my team almost has 500 members, and three, I'm best friends with ItzJerz. You heard me right - Jerseyhotmess herself, is, my BFF. Of course, that's because I love her as a friend, a leader, and more than I love whipped cream. I adore whipped cream. I'm glad to say that I can soothe my soul with the knowledge that those cringeworthy posts I made in 2014 are now not the focal point of this blog. Yes, I have good grammar and a large vocabulary - All those art books weren't just me blowing off steam. I've improved quite a bit. I hope to make a few tutorials, in regards to movies, art books, looks, whatever. So, welcome back to my blog. Let's get this rolling!

Sorry bout' that

Okay, so I know I haven't posted lately. Sorry about that, i've been kinda busy, i'm not sure if i'll post much anymore. I might, but it kinda depends on if I feel like it or not.

New outfits!

I've decided to create more original and creative looks from now on. I want to stand out from the rest. Also, i've changed my face - The lips have changed, and my eyes are a little darker, though maybe not everyone noticed. I look more similar to pickles now. :)

To >3mily< ... From Kat.

>3mily<: "Hey guess what? Actually you wouldn't be ahead of me if I hadn't lost VIP. So don't act like such a hot shot. Stop bragging around and saying you're four levels ahead of me, it's not like you've accomplished anything in your life. So stop."


>3mily<: "When did I ever mention being friends? I hated you all along but I had to go with it for Greer. Oh and also, you should see our conversations together (Greer and I)We talk a lot about how much we cannot stand you and how immature you are :) I hope you have an AWFUL birthday. You don't deserve anything anyways. Please cry and get over it. Ps: I'll pass you again one day. Just wait."

  Emily. Hey...

Remember when I made THIS art book?

Yeah, I made that because YOU were self-harming! Because I was worried for you, BECAUSE I CARED! Even if we're not friends it still bothers me that you self-harm. I hurt myself many times because I was DEVASTATED after we first stopped being friends. I was barely holding on. You act like you don't hurt too. You act so f**king heartless sometimes, Emily! And that's why I can't let myself be emotional around you, I can't let myself feel too much because I can't bear how you make me feel inside, Emily. You act so tough and so mature but you're just a kid! You're a kid just like me, actually you're YOUNGER than me. I know i'm a little immature! BIG F**KING DEAL! AT LEAST I'M KIND! AT LEAST I CAN LOVE! AT LEAST I'M NOT SOME HEARTLESS JERK,OKAY?!! BEING IMMATURE & KIND IS BETTER THAN BEING MATURE & HEARTLESS AS F**K! 
>_<,,

The creation of MSP Marching Band

What some of my fans may not know is that I used to lead a team with two of my friends, >3mily< and Settiecake. Our team was called "Seekers" 

Settiecake had to leave MSP, so it became just >3mily< and I leading.

And then, >3mily< and I fought. We had fought before, but this was the fight that really tore our Team apart. I was so afraid that she'd kick me out, I didn't wanna be dishonored - So I made an art book & resigned... unfortunately, she didn't let me go peacefully; she responded. I broke down. I tried to fight her, sometimes I tried to make up with her- but no luck. I was desperate. I knew I had to do something; I was rapidly losing fans and did not want to be forgotten. So I made the Marching Band.

This was the start of my comeback. After several art books, I had a HUGE SUCCESS!

This art book got over 400 loves, and porters (including Vivi Giovanni herself & sambg) attacked my wall. I got much love & attention - When I made this art book, I was VERY upset with team pump and wanted to get the truth, as well as my opinions, out! So I did. This is one of my comebacks.

I made this video, also.
Now, I am 4 levels higher than >3mily<, and we've actually made up =) So no need to send her any hate, this is all old news. I'm not a failure. I'm not a quitter. I've bounced back. Here's to my friends that are stuck and are losing fame: Bounce back. Do whatever you can to stay alive. I know it hurts. It hurt for me, too... I had emotional breakdowns almost every day when I was trying to make my comeback.  Do your best, man.

(This is one of my oldest art books, back from about May-something from 2013)